Friday, October 10, 2008

cribbing about room

please don't read if you don't like cribbing.

i like people but not all the time.
i am tired of no room.
I need some room in my own room.
i need to feel like its mine.
cornered woman might wonder why i never clean up.. it is cuz i barely ever have any room.
i need space.
i need room.
room for space.
a spacious room.
i m tired and stressed and i want the world wide web to know this cuz otherwise i can't say it.
it's ok to have people over and with them. but, it's wrong to let them take over the personal space. the room is room to a lot of me. but it never smells like me or breathes like me.
unfair. it is like 108 all over again. unfair.
i need to run. far away. somewhere i need to belong, i need room.
cornered to litening to someone talk right now. she needs to be heard. but i need room too.
i feel neglected like i don't need to be heard.
i am tired of talking to my soul home-mate about my shit cuz she has hung on forever and i don't want to bother.
i need to run.
run to bombay.
to my home where i have a room.
need some room for me.
r o o m

3 comments:

Aashika said...

hmm..i can understand well what u mean
ok let me say i am a similar on this front...i have felt just the same too and also running bk to jaipur to get my own space.
the difference is that u have understood that its the room which u want....with me i still confuse this room with everything else..acceptance is a big issue with me....
gr8 post...its given me some amount of clarity..besides that i personally think wanting to run away is so uncool..bt ive wished to do that so many times..myself!!

Hestia said...

its uncool but still felt naa aashika.. what to do!

Ajinkya Deshmukh said...

My heart goes out to you, Ami. Though, in a way, I've been a part of the problem; I sympathise. You will get your room.